Kids nowadays..

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"I can't believe kids nowadays..." news flash everyone. There has ALWAYS been kids like this, everyone just has camera phones now and everything gets exposed. So much gets shared and posted on the internet, and I hear people say things all the time like "why are you sharing this with the world?" the internet is not "the world".. Now, I know what they mean by that because you are indeed, sharing with people from all over the globe, rather then just the people in your area. But some peoples whole lives revolve around it (mine does a lot, but this is also my career.) I think we forget sometimes that we are sharing with "the world" and something small can turn into something big. There is life outside the internet, and not everything needs to be posted on it. Sadly in some cases people choose not to share something on the internet, and someone else makes the decision for them. People are so much more judgmental and cruel because they don't have to say what they're typing to that persons face. They can hide behind their screen. Is it someone showing their true opinion, or just troling? I think a little of both to be honest. Too many people feel obligated to post EVERYTHING on the internet like it's a requirement. You DO NOT have to post or share anything. And be careful what you decide to share.  I will even admit it. I was more of the picture on the right rather the left. I had always been "the ugly weird kid" and when I hit puberty I became "beautiful". I got so many positive feedback from people and it was a nice change. It made me feel confident and happy about myself. I made "I gotta ferret' for my best friend and it ended up going viral. Almost seven years later, here I am. Allll over the internet. lol I had actually deleted all my accounts and everything when it did go viral, but people just kept reupload, and posting everything I had taken down and making money off of it. I decided to go back on the internet and try and make the best out of everything. It was hard but I had a lot of help by my Mother, who I am forever grateful to. If I could go back and change some of the decisions I made when I was younger, I would in a heartbeat. 14 is SUCH a hard age for girls. Our body is developing, and we aren't exactly sure how to take the change. We want to be women, but still are little girls with a more developed body. Some are insecure and any positive feedback you get can feel great. Everyone loves to hear happy positive things about their self. At the time I honestly had no idea how powerful the internet was, and soon found out. It was hard, and incredibly scary. When mistakes were made in the past before the internet was the way it is now (or not even created yet for some) it wasn't as hard. Now once something is posted, it can be screenshot, saved, and reposted for everyone to see. Even used as blackmail. Try to remember that with each feeling, thought, or picture to decide to share.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGvr3MiPVa4

 I hope this helped reach out and touch someone and hopefully helped in someway. I love you all<3  

 

 

 

Choies haul/try on!

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I did another Choies haul/try on! :D check it out! 

http://youtu.be/jukjSVgL8Nc

 

Direct links to these goodies!
 
Unicorn top
http://www.choies.com/product/colorful-music-box-crop-tee?cid=3277
 
Cheese tank
http://www.choies.com/product/black-vest-with-english-letters?cid=3277
 
Disco shorts
http://www.choies.com/product/black-high-waisted-disco-shorts?cid=3277
 
Crocheted top
http://www.choies.com/product/blue-crochet-lace-backless-top-with-tie-back?cid=3277
 
"Livin the dream" top
http://www.choies.com/product/car-printed-crop-top-in-gray?cid=3277
 
Cherry top
http://www.choies.com/product/black-cherry-printed-bodycon-crop-top?cid=3277
 
 
Click here to see my winter/fall clothes from Choies.com!

Lazy Sunday

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"if it involves putting pants on or brushing my hair, it isn't happening today."

My quote of the day. lol

My body is feeling super exhausted and I have a slight cold (also have my wisdom teeth coming in). So I'm taking it easy today.

Going through some pics and clips to edit a bit since my internet is running slow due to the storms we keep having! 

This is so me right now, her facial expression is on point too! XD

Mini rant!

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It irritates me when I see girls complaining about how much their man works, and has no time for them. I find it incredibly sexy when man works hard to support his family. Yes, sometimes it is hard and you do miss them, but remember who they're busting their ass for, and be thankful. Be sure to say thank you, and encourage them! Especially if you enjoy spending that hard earned money! :p  #minirant ps. I said "ass" I know. GASP!!! lolol

 

Warped tour 2014!

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I seriously had such a blast at Warped! I met so many amazing people! I truly have some of the most beautiful 

(inside and out) followers. I am so honored to have you all! There were times were I couldn't even walk two

feet without you guys coming up to me and telling me how much you love my videos, asking for pictures, and for me to sign things!
It was truly a wonderful experience and I hope to meet more followers in the future!

I still can't believe I have come this far, and have you guys in my life. 

I love you all!

I wanted to get a lot more footage, but I was so incredibly busy! Next year I will be sure to film more! <3

Click this link to see my Wared vlog! :D

http://youtu.be/aXvKyc5ZE_k